Showing posts with label guilt. Show all posts
Showing posts with label guilt. Show all posts

Friday, October 1, 2010

Would You Believe My Cat Ate My Homework??

Oh the shame…

It’s been two days since my declaration about posting a new header and re-committing to my blog.

And I’ve got zip to show for it. Sigh.

I was feeling so guilty over this that I almost didn’t want to show my face today and post anything at all. But then the guilt over not posting anything for the last two days won out over the guilt of not having posted the new header.

Welcome to my crazy little world of procrastination, self-doubt and guilt!

But in all sincerity, I’m blaming the delay on the fact that I’ve needed some technical assistance that hasn’t been available. But things are looking up as I have begged my sister (aka html guru) for help this weekend.

Thank goodness for free help! Er, I mean family.

Monday, May 10, 2010

HELP! I’ve Fallen Off the Wagon and Can’t Get Up!

Oh walk of shame. It’s been one week since my last post.

It’s a slippery slope when I take off more than a few days from writing. One day turns into two, which turns into four and then it’s suddenly the weekend!

And like always, the feeling of guilt weighs on my mind yet does little to motivate me to turn on the computer and start writing. Ridiculous!

But I really shouldn’t be too hard on myself because I was being productive away from the blog. I started work on my new mission statement for the company and ideas for my first product.

It’s all very exciting and terrifying at the same time - and I can’t wait to share my ideas!

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Procrastination is an Expensive Habit

Two steps forward, one step back.

So last year I committed to starting my own company and began to buy up domains as soon as I had come up with the name of my business. Due to my lack of commitment and uncertainty about actually going through with the whole thing, I only registered them for one year.

Fast-forward to January.

Since the beginning of the year, I’ve been ignoring renewal emails from GoDaddy. It actually took me a few weeks to even open the first email and when I did I saw that my first domain was going to expire on March 6th. And so I made a mental note to go online that night and make sure that it would auto renew.

Last night, I finally sat down to handle all of the renewals and started to mentally kick myself when I realized I had missed the March 6th cut off! I started to kick myself harder after I called customer service and found out that there was an $80 penalty fee for getting back an expired domain.

ARGGHHH!!!

I was informed that if I registered the domain for 5 years, GoDaddy would kindly discount half of the fee OR I could buy a 10-year registration and not pay any of the late fee. Ah, the catch.

So even though it scares my commitment phobic self to commit to 10 years, I went with option B because at least all of my money would go towards the domain and not to the fee. I thought maybe that would lessen the feeling of guilt and regret over having succumbed once again to my old ways. So far it hasn’t worked because even though I’m not paying the penalty fee, the 10-year registration cost me $199!

ARGGHHH!!!